this will be the longest week ever

So I havent been training due to everything being closed and just a general frustration with the weather. From getting frost bite last year, my feet are crazy sensitive to the cold, even sitting in the office which is a little cold my feet start to show signs of damage from the cold, which is lame. The pool opens back up this week, and i'm going to set my bike back up and get back to work on that...i really have no excuses, i just haven't been training, i know it's still early and that it shouldnt affect me too much, but hearing about other people training and such is driving me nuts. Oh well my fault, no worries tho, i didnt start training till this time last year and was only healthy through may then i was injured for about a month. if i can stay loose and not get injured all the way through worlds i think i'll be set. Don't tell me! i already know, i won't rest on my laurels... i'm supposed to be kicked out today but i guess i havent been...i'm trying just to lay low till the 25 or whenever i can get south...my new bike should be in soon, and i ordered a new handle bar for my bike, i just need new shifters and a new crank...

I bought a bed! it's pretty exciting, kinda a major purchase and i feel all growed up! haha 

next topic is my lack of great luck, i have good luck but i guess i really shouldnt be complaining . anyways on to the complaint: i made some really good friends just as i'm moving south. seems like that always happens to me. my whole life all through highschool and college i've always been the outcast kinda, usually cause i'm stubborn as hell and have a funny sort of humor. but it always seems that i make new friends really quickly when i'm not at home, like this summer, i made a friend at every stop we made but i couldnt really keep them or become close friends with them because i was leaving in a few days, sure i didnt lose them as friends and we still talk, and i'm sure i'd have a couch to crash on if i were ever in town. but this makes me wonder wether or not it's just the length of time sombody knows me that makes them not like me, or if it's just the attitudes around here at home...who know's only time will tell...

thats enough out of me today! roasted chicken and mashed potatoes for dinnah! woot